DAY 645

Yesterday something really strange happened. I was on my way to the office on my bike when I got myself involved in an accident. Oh! No no this is not strange. Strange is yet to come. So I broke a tail light of a vehicle with the help of my bike. The driver came out in anger & tried to take the keys of my bike & the minute he did that, I said to him that do you think I am planning to run away. So he changed his plans. So I asked him to come at the side of the road & let’s talk. I accepted my mistake & asked him how much will the cover of the light will cost. He looked at me & told me that he doesn’t know. I told him that my office is nearby, come & send me the invoice & I will pay for it. The next minute he said as you have accepted your mistake, let it go & he walked away. I kept watching him in shocked & he left. I was with my friend so I asked him what the hell just happened & he was in the same situation of shock. Now when he stepped out of his vehicle he was in anger so now what happened is a mystery & yes this was strange.

Today I again nearly escaped another accident. Guess someone is really praying for my safety. She could be my mother or maybe some who deeply love me. So thank u who ever you are.

My blogs are again not being imported on Facebook & this problem keeps popping up every few months down the road. So now it is usual for me & hopefully I will be fixed soon by FB.

These blogs are somehow really a good thing for me. I even know what my feelings exactly last year were. On 10 of Feb 2010, I was happy. I was free. I was like flying in the sky like a free bird. That day I never knew why I was feeling that but today I know why. I found someone very special in my life & that was the reason but today I don’t feel anything like this. You know why? Because I somehow have lost that same person in my life. I wish I could take the time back & I wish I could feel that same happiness that same passion to live. I wish I could meet that person again & I could start it all over again & again in the same pattern but unfortunately I just can’t. Once time is gone is gone.

My Mom just called me & told me that she is now in Pakistan and she is in Tando Adam. I will be now planning to visit Sindh so I can meet my Mom after almost 7 years. Oh! I'm excited & sad at the same time coz after meeting her, how could I come back leaving her again...