For the past so many days, it was getting difficult for me to write anything. There was a time when I used to write blog on daily basis but now I just try keep searching for the right moments & the right words. Kept waiting for it & neither did the right moment came nor the right words. So now I have decided to write the wrong words in wrong moments. Why only share my good part with you? Why not my bad or should I say ugly part with you people out there? Yes! Share it all so if some day one will say I’m bad, I can proudly say, “see I told you, you never believed me, now happy?” :-D
Today I would like to thank all those who read my blogs, criticize or even advise me on different subjects & even on my own personality/skills. This really helps me sometimes to identify my mistakes & to feel that people do give importance to my existence.
Hurt my right hand thumb while playing cricket & now the bandage does not allow me to bent it. So there goes SMS… I told someone & she said that now I will save my balance. Sure I will but I was already not sending too many SMS(s) anyway.
Another accusation on me is that when I find new friends, I forget the old ones. In proper words, I am a faithless (BEWAFA) person. Well! Let me officially announce that I am. I don’t know how did I turn into one but yes I accept it. It needs courage to accept your weaknesses/faults on a public forum. So now I should be nominated or awarded for the bravest person :-) :-). Even I am still waiting for the announcement of the nominations of next Oscars as well. Hope to win 2 awards this time. See, I am already walking on the path of achievement. :)
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
DAY 861
Sometimes when the world looks perfect
Nothin' to rearrange
Sometimes you just
Get a feelin'
Like you need some kind of change
No matter what the odds are this time
Nothing's gonna stand in my way
This flame in my heart
Like a long-lost friend
Gives every dark street a light at the end
Standin' tall
On the wings of my dream
Rise and fall
On the wings of my dream
Rain and thunder, wind and haze
I'm bound for better days
It's my life, my dream
Nothin's gonna stop me now…
A wonderful theme track of Perfect Strangers (TV Sitcom).
Listening to it actually makes me feel the same way that even I need a change too coz even I was thinking that everything is perfect but not anymore.
Life is like taking chances away from me & soon if I do not avail them, I will stand no where but near my grave preparing to leave the world & not achieving anything in life. If someone asks me what are my achievements, I just go blank. Looking back I see nothing that I can point out & proudly say, “Yes! That was something I did achieve” but perhaps I am not that lucky so far. Now even if I start thinking, even then I don’t even know what do I want to achieve. I mean I can’t even keep balanced relations. Everyday, people complain that I have changed & most of my relations are going down the drain just coz of my ignorance & rude behavior. Yes! To be very honest I do have an attitude problem that keeps hurting people around and still I have failed to overcome this problem so how would I achieve anything else when I can’t even control my feelings?
I am living two different lives. One is online life which is totally opposite to my offline life. People think I’m cool, caring, loving and a great friend but honestly I am nothing out of these. This is only an image I keep online. Perhaps I am just an actor online who keeps himself strongly in a character on-screen but once the camera moves away from him, he is totally different. At least on this I should be nominated for the next Oscars… Come on, I think I do deserve one… Ok! I don’t… How about at least a nomination???
Nothin' to rearrange
Sometimes you just
Get a feelin'
Like you need some kind of change
No matter what the odds are this time
Nothing's gonna stand in my way
This flame in my heart
Like a long-lost friend
Gives every dark street a light at the end
Standin' tall
On the wings of my dream
Rise and fall
On the wings of my dream
Rain and thunder, wind and haze
I'm bound for better days
It's my life, my dream
Nothin's gonna stop me now…
A wonderful theme track of Perfect Strangers (TV Sitcom).
Listening to it actually makes me feel the same way that even I need a change too coz even I was thinking that everything is perfect but not anymore.
Life is like taking chances away from me & soon if I do not avail them, I will stand no where but near my grave preparing to leave the world & not achieving anything in life. If someone asks me what are my achievements, I just go blank. Looking back I see nothing that I can point out & proudly say, “Yes! That was something I did achieve” but perhaps I am not that lucky so far. Now even if I start thinking, even then I don’t even know what do I want to achieve. I mean I can’t even keep balanced relations. Everyday, people complain that I have changed & most of my relations are going down the drain just coz of my ignorance & rude behavior. Yes! To be very honest I do have an attitude problem that keeps hurting people around and still I have failed to overcome this problem so how would I achieve anything else when I can’t even control my feelings?
I am living two different lives. One is online life which is totally opposite to my offline life. People think I’m cool, caring, loving and a great friend but honestly I am nothing out of these. This is only an image I keep online. Perhaps I am just an actor online who keeps himself strongly in a character on-screen but once the camera moves away from him, he is totally different. At least on this I should be nominated for the next Oscars… Come on, I think I do deserve one… Ok! I don’t… How about at least a nomination???
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