DAY 1055

I’m back on my blog after so long. It always feels like home. Well! To be honest it is not that long, only a few weeks. Anyway, I’m back with lot to share. Had a great trip to Sahiwal & Lahore which will be memorable till long I guess. Don’t know how to start what to share but in 24 hours I collected some great memories that will stay with me lifetime. The trip included me & a few others. The good thing is that I found them all on Facebook. Never thought that I will have a trip with FB friends. People say that FB is fake & people out there are fake. I disagree with them. Fake are everywhere, you can find them around you as well but I have been blessed with great people around me & even on FB.

Thursday night I started my journey to Jhelum which I had to start on Friday night but plan changed. Well! It kept changing so many times :D. Anyway, my long journey started at late night & I reached Jhelum at almost 2am. There I met my very close & lovely friend & her bro. With them we travelled Lahore. During the journey we had some fun times fighting in words that why this why that but later it converted into a brilliant conversation & a fantastic journey. This was the first time ever I was reaching before time to every single destination. Within 2 hours I was in Jhelum, 3 hours I was in Lahore & 2:30 hours I was in Sahiwal. Sounds normal but no it was not. This never happens while travelling local in Pakistan. It was the first time like everything was going on time.

Reaching Sahiwal Comsat Campus & meeting some more lovely friends was great. Can’t forget the biryani experience. The friend that made the biryani warned us that if we do not appreciate her cooking, she will not serve us. So at every bite we were like wow what a biryani. To be honest biryani was very tasty as in we did finish it all. See, it proves it was tasty :D.

I have been to the Campus before twice but friends that I picked from Jhelum, it was their first visit. We had some great photo shots, lots of laughs, emotion exchange and even the ice-cream. Meeting moments are always so great but when the time comes to leave, it always gives a pain inside. This is why I really hate goodbyes but one way or other, it has to happen.

Leaving Sahiwal was emotional but our next destination was Lahore so we still had a hope to have some more fun left. Although a fear was there that half of the trip is gone & somehow we all wanted more time together. It’s so strange that happiness is always there for such a less time period than sadness.

So we reached Lahore in time. Yes! Again in time. Don’t know should I be happy about it or sad coz I wanted the day to be long. Another friend welcomed us there & from there we travelled to Fortress. Somehow Lahore traffic changed it. Changed what? The travelling time blessing. We got jammed for more than an hour in front of Fortress. Yes blessing time over now :D. Now is the suffering time :). Met another cute lovely friend for the first time & had dinner with her. Dinner was fun as someone was tired, someone was tensed as her mother was calling & someone was seeing people double. No one was drunk but I don’t know how come she saw us double :D. Lots of teasing during the dinner & then back to the bus stand for the last destination. The time was too short but all the moments were too big to carry around.

The last 4 hours of the journey were quit like we had all words lost but only feelings left inside us & too much emotional. Why? Coz a wonderful journey came to an end. After dropping my friends at Jhelum on the way back home, I was all alone in the end starring the roof of the bus & asking myself, what the hell? It all ended? So fast? Just like a dream? Yes! Just like a dream. So I slept in the bus to have another dream but I don’t know if I saw a dream or not but I did miss my stop :D… Yes! This proves I was missing something :D…

DAY 1036

Sometimes we do want to say a lot but few rules of life stops us. SO I keep something to me & not planning to share it here. Someone asked me today that what did I do that you & other broke all relations with him. I answered him with a single line that you said you don’t want anyone. This is so strange. People want something, when you give them what they want they ask questions. Anyways once someone told me that he heard that MIB always have answers which was a great compliment for me but then I thought am I Google or Wikipedia. Jokes apart but being a human I can’t have every answer. By the way I remember asking someone a question last night & still I have not received an answer and I think I won’t too.

So many days and I had nothing to share. Every day I wanted to write but then I did not. Reason? People accused me of always criticizing others. So I had so many ones to criticize but I did not coz then I will be the evil one :D.

My friend is planning to leave the country & somehow deep inside me I feel sad. Here in this city, I was only sharing my feelings with him & he had always been there in my bad & good moments. Now when he is about to leave, it is like I will be losing someone. Whenever I used to travel without my family, somewhere back in my head I always knew he is there so if any emergency, he will look after them but now it’s like I will be losing not just a friend but more than a family member. We had so much fun in 3 & half years of relation. Been to Lahore twice, had fun & now when I would plan to travel I will be all alone. I am so bad in expressing myself face to face so I am taking advantage of this platform to inform him that I will miss him a lot & I wish him a great life in future.

Damn!!! It took me a whole month to write only this? :-D