Here I am again just after one day of gap. Wow! This calls for a treat. I have been giving so many gaps in my blog but now I feel like sharing things on daily basis but have a slight problem. Every time I start writing, I don’t even know what to write & how to express myself. I know this is so strange that a man who has written so many blogs can’t express himself but its true. Look at this way, in 931 days I have only posted 261 blogs. 670 days were wasted coz I could not find words to express. Oh GOD! Now when I look at the calculations, I feel so sad & disappointed at me for wasting 670 days of my precious life. Well! What’s gone is gone so useless to be sad on the past.
Talking about past, I just read my blog that was written exactly one year back on 22 NOV 2010. Wow! I can’t believe it. I was have same days. Busy week days just like I had a last one & boring EID which I had. In my last blog I mentioned that Just like history repeats itself, I repeat myself too. There you go, it’s now proved. Wow! I was not even expecting this way to prove it but it is proved as the way I was back in NOV 2010, I am still the same. Now how come people say I have changed? I have proved that I am still the same, now can they prove I have changed? :P
This is really fun. Reading your past in your own view, in your own words & then a flashback… takes you back on that day. It’s like visiting your own past free of cost without a time machine. People say don’t stay in your past & live a life but I think time to time I should visit my past to see how I was & how I am now. This can help me in analyzing myself.
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
DAY 929
When ever I plan to have rest on weekends, it never works so next time I won’t plan my weekends & let my weekends plan me.
Early morning on Saturday when I dropped my family to an Iqbal day function organized by all private schools association & left for home, my family asked me to join them after reaching home. First I excused but then had to go coz it was a request on a request. So I joined them by sacrificing my beautiful sleep. The host of the show was so useless that I can easily say that children on the stage were far better than him. I wonder how come he being a teacher pronouncing Allama Iqbal as Illama Iqbal. So if we have these teachers then I can see a very bright future of students. Some of the schools were really good in dressing, kids walking on the stage & the way they expressed the story of the poems written by the famous poet IQBAL.
Reached home at around 2 & then I wanted to sleep again but just could not as I got involved in other stuff. So no sleep throughout the day but later did manage to have rest.
There were some people in my friend list on Facebook always asking how do I gather so many comments on my post but now let me tell them that their jealousy worked. Now I gather no comments coz 90% of the people I know on Facebook are having trouble coz of my behavior, so it’s getting hard for them to keep relation with me. At one time I had a huge circle of people talking to me & now I don’t have any & the only reason is me. Yes! I have problems like my attitude & even have my reasons to stay away so I don’t mind anymore. Once I was like this. If someone wants to go, I let them go. Then I changed and I always been stopping people so they don’t go but now again I’m the bad guy. Just like history repeats itself, I repeat myself too.
Words and phrases like “monkey crotch”, “athlete’s foot”, “idiot” and “damn”, as well as “deeper”, “four twenty”, “go to hell”, “harder”, “looser” and “no sex” will be banned on SMS in Pakistan including some other 1,695 words. What kind of stupidity is this?? Oh this word also will be banned? What’s wrong with word deeper or go to hell? Damn these idiots are going mad deeper & deeper & these losers should go to hell and something should hit them harder than ever. Oh shit… my whole sentence will be banned now. :-D
Early morning on Saturday when I dropped my family to an Iqbal day function organized by all private schools association & left for home, my family asked me to join them after reaching home. First I excused but then had to go coz it was a request on a request. So I joined them by sacrificing my beautiful sleep. The host of the show was so useless that I can easily say that children on the stage were far better than him. I wonder how come he being a teacher pronouncing Allama Iqbal as Illama Iqbal. So if we have these teachers then I can see a very bright future of students. Some of the schools were really good in dressing, kids walking on the stage & the way they expressed the story of the poems written by the famous poet IQBAL.
Reached home at around 2 & then I wanted to sleep again but just could not as I got involved in other stuff. So no sleep throughout the day but later did manage to have rest.
There were some people in my friend list on Facebook always asking how do I gather so many comments on my post but now let me tell them that their jealousy worked. Now I gather no comments coz 90% of the people I know on Facebook are having trouble coz of my behavior, so it’s getting hard for them to keep relation with me. At one time I had a huge circle of people talking to me & now I don’t have any & the only reason is me. Yes! I have problems like my attitude & even have my reasons to stay away so I don’t mind anymore. Once I was like this. If someone wants to go, I let them go. Then I changed and I always been stopping people so they don’t go but now again I’m the bad guy. Just like history repeats itself, I repeat myself too.
Words and phrases like “monkey crotch”, “athlete’s foot”, “idiot” and “damn”, as well as “deeper”, “four twenty”, “go to hell”, “harder”, “looser” and “no sex” will be banned on SMS in Pakistan including some other 1,695 words. What kind of stupidity is this?? Oh this word also will be banned? What’s wrong with word deeper or go to hell? Damn these idiots are going mad deeper & deeper & these losers should go to hell and something should hit them harder than ever. Oh shit… my whole sentence will be banned now. :-D
Friday, November 18, 2011
DAY 926
Had an extremely busy week since Saturday. It was so busy that at one stage my mind was about to blow with stress but if there is work and you have a job, then you have to finish it somehow. Even I was sick (in fever) since Sunday but I did not give up & at last today I have finished the busy moments & now I can relax. Due to my sickness & work load, I converted into an irritating person & at many stages during this week, I was about to get involve in fights with number of people but somehow it failed. Better luck next time. :D So this is one reason I was keeping myself quiet as I know my anger :)
This might have been a first week of my life when I was hardly using Facebook. Well! Let me clear it, first week of my life after I joined Facebook. I do feel lucky & thanks to Allah that I do have people around me that do love me, respect me & even miss me when I am not around. There was a time I used to keep myself away from people & I was not that social but now I feel lucky/blessed that I have loving & caring people around me. There was a friend, well still a friend from Karachi who I met online through Yahoo chat-room & then life took us away or we got busy in our lives. She got married, have kids but yesterday I received an email from her saying that she still remember me & its hard to forget me. Reading her email, I was speechless & a question mark on my face that why & how after 6-7 years she still care for me the same way, still remember me in good words & still misses me a lot. Yes! I am lucky. I know I am faithless, selfish, full of attitude, most of the time damn care about others type of person but still so lucky that people around me after doing all that to them care & love me the same way. I am still in search for that factor in me which makes me special for others but when I analyze myself, I don’t find anything that can make me special. I wonder which part of me is hidden from me still.
And now I am tired. It’s like I need a vacation. Oh yes, a long vacation would be a blessing but for the time being I will use the upcoming weekend for complete rest.
This might have been a first week of my life when I was hardly using Facebook. Well! Let me clear it, first week of my life after I joined Facebook. I do feel lucky & thanks to Allah that I do have people around me that do love me, respect me & even miss me when I am not around. There was a time I used to keep myself away from people & I was not that social but now I feel lucky/blessed that I have loving & caring people around me. There was a friend, well still a friend from Karachi who I met online through Yahoo chat-room & then life took us away or we got busy in our lives. She got married, have kids but yesterday I received an email from her saying that she still remember me & its hard to forget me. Reading her email, I was speechless & a question mark on my face that why & how after 6-7 years she still care for me the same way, still remember me in good words & still misses me a lot. Yes! I am lucky. I know I am faithless, selfish, full of attitude, most of the time damn care about others type of person but still so lucky that people around me after doing all that to them care & love me the same way. I am still in search for that factor in me which makes me special for others but when I analyze myself, I don’t find anything that can make me special. I wonder which part of me is hidden from me still.
And now I am tired. It’s like I need a vacation. Oh yes, a long vacation would be a blessing but for the time being I will use the upcoming weekend for complete rest.
Friday, November 11, 2011
DAY 919
Why people are so much crazy & talking about today’s date which is 11.11.11? What is the big deal in it?? Last year it was 10.10.10, year before that it was 9.9.9 & now the coming year it will be 12.12.12 but I don’t understand the big deal about it? Why people are wishing this day to others like it is special? Why can’t every other day could be special? Days are never special. It is we that make it special. My friend, my family or even any special person can make my day special. So I don’t care about these dates as they mean nothing to me.
FB has sent me a notification saying that it will be stopping “Import blogs to notes” coming week. I thought FB was improving but I don’t see that. I contacted them regarding a page that was hacked & they came back to me saying they can’t do a thing about it & they said hacking is not possible. Wow! How stupid they are. Even Mark Zuckerberg (founder of Facebook) fan page was hacked & it was all over the news. How the hell that happened? Anyway I just replied to their email saying thank you for the useless support. There was a time when no one was able to remove the creator from the admins of the page & that was a best thing but now they changed it. Is that what we call improvement?
Today we had a Bar BQ at the office. It went fine. This was the first time we did such sort of activity along with office colleague. Although I was not been able to be a part of it & I was not feeling well so I could not even enjoy.
The weather has changed. It is mostly cloud, cloudy & rainy. Due to that the weather of my health has changed too. Yes! It is a sickness attack. This mostly do comes with the weather change so let me enjoy this as well.
EID was ok, a bit boring but ok. Nothing special happened except a minor earthquake on EID day one & rain shower on EID day two. My half days were spent in the office as always on every EID.
FB has sent me a notification saying that it will be stopping “Import blogs to notes” coming week. I thought FB was improving but I don’t see that. I contacted them regarding a page that was hacked & they came back to me saying they can’t do a thing about it & they said hacking is not possible. Wow! How stupid they are. Even Mark Zuckerberg (founder of Facebook) fan page was hacked & it was all over the news. How the hell that happened? Anyway I just replied to their email saying thank you for the useless support. There was a time when no one was able to remove the creator from the admins of the page & that was a best thing but now they changed it. Is that what we call improvement?
Today we had a Bar BQ at the office. It went fine. This was the first time we did such sort of activity along with office colleague. Although I was not been able to be a part of it & I was not feeling well so I could not even enjoy.
The weather has changed. It is mostly cloud, cloudy & rainy. Due to that the weather of my health has changed too. Yes! It is a sickness attack. This mostly do comes with the weather change so let me enjoy this as well.
EID was ok, a bit boring but ok. Nothing special happened except a minor earthquake on EID day one & rain shower on EID day two. My half days were spent in the office as always on every EID.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
DAY 910
Yesterday I decided not to post poetry as my status on Facebook for a while but then the problem popped up that what to post. A joke, a quote or maybe a picture to talk about but I did not. When I was reading a few quotes, I asked myself, who are these people writing all that stuff & if they can create a quote why can’t I? Then my inner conscious told me to stay in my limits as I am not that genius or a son of Shakespeare but then I never even heard of his son too. So if he had a son who is not that famous than it is not important to be a son of a genius to be a genius. You getting my point? No? Awww… bad luck for you. You can’t be a genius :P Later I realized that if I can write 50 plus articles & more than 100 blogs so I mush have that talent. It’s all about playing with words & I can even play with feelings so at last I did create a status. Yesterday & even today I posted my own creations. Although not a genius lines and not too many likes but creation is a creation & at the end of day it is a satisfaction too. Now the next problem is how long I can keep creating them.
Oh by the way have you ever noticed that if you type “Facebook” on Microsoft word, it does not accept it as a word & underline it in red. I think Microsoft don’t like Facebook, rivals I guess. To be very honest, this word should now be part of dictionary as it is part of life now. When I ask myself if I am Facebook addicted, the answer is always yes. There was a time when I used to get up, sit in front of my PC, first I used to check my emails & then I used to read the news on websites. Now things have changed. The first ever site I open after Google is Facebook. Well! Google is my homepage so it opens automatically. :-D
My blogs have been missing news. News is that there is a verbal war going in the country as every political party is blaming each & every other leader for corruption & none of them is providing proof against each other. This is called making public fool. Well! The public is already fool so no need to make an effort. This is also a way to divert public thoughts from their problems to politician’s problem. Every leader will say, I will do this & that but when they come in command they don’t do a thing & later say we were already given so many problems from the last government. Regarding Imran Khan, we have given chances to so many useless bullshits, now let’s try him. Maybe we might get lucky this time (fingers crossed).
Regarding the spot-fixing trial in UK, one of them already confessed while the other two are now announced guilty. If one has already confessed, it means there was something & the other two were lying so yes they lost the case. Muhammad Asif has already been involved in criminal activities so honestly I do not trust if he says I’m not guilty. Anyway, it is just my personal view. Also if they are in the team or not, it never makes a difference coz the team is still doing well-off without them. I think these players should be banned for life. It is not about a mistake here to be forgiven. It is about the country & its name. Just coz of these 3 and a few others in the past, Pakistan & it’s cricket had faced a lot of criticism & all the effort of good players went into drain.
By the way, still have a few questions that do bothers me like if when the lawyers were saying they don’t have enough evidence against them & even the jury was having difficulties to come to a decision then, how come they are guilty? Was the jury sleeping during the trial? If they were not convinced during the trial then how come they decided only in 17 hours? Hmmmm… maybe another game played against the Nation…
Oh by the way have you ever noticed that if you type “Facebook” on Microsoft word, it does not accept it as a word & underline it in red. I think Microsoft don’t like Facebook, rivals I guess. To be very honest, this word should now be part of dictionary as it is part of life now. When I ask myself if I am Facebook addicted, the answer is always yes. There was a time when I used to get up, sit in front of my PC, first I used to check my emails & then I used to read the news on websites. Now things have changed. The first ever site I open after Google is Facebook. Well! Google is my homepage so it opens automatically. :-D
My blogs have been missing news. News is that there is a verbal war going in the country as every political party is blaming each & every other leader for corruption & none of them is providing proof against each other. This is called making public fool. Well! The public is already fool so no need to make an effort. This is also a way to divert public thoughts from their problems to politician’s problem. Every leader will say, I will do this & that but when they come in command they don’t do a thing & later say we were already given so many problems from the last government. Regarding Imran Khan, we have given chances to so many useless bullshits, now let’s try him. Maybe we might get lucky this time (fingers crossed).
Regarding the spot-fixing trial in UK, one of them already confessed while the other two are now announced guilty. If one has already confessed, it means there was something & the other two were lying so yes they lost the case. Muhammad Asif has already been involved in criminal activities so honestly I do not trust if he says I’m not guilty. Anyway, it is just my personal view. Also if they are in the team or not, it never makes a difference coz the team is still doing well-off without them. I think these players should be banned for life. It is not about a mistake here to be forgiven. It is about the country & its name. Just coz of these 3 and a few others in the past, Pakistan & it’s cricket had faced a lot of criticism & all the effort of good players went into drain.
By the way, still have a few questions that do bothers me like if when the lawyers were saying they don’t have enough evidence against them & even the jury was having difficulties to come to a decision then, how come they are guilty? Was the jury sleeping during the trial? If they were not convinced during the trial then how come they decided only in 17 hours? Hmmmm… maybe another game played against the Nation…
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