Had an extremely busy week since Saturday. It was so busy that at one stage my mind was about to blow with stress but if there is work and you have a job, then you have to finish it somehow. Even I was sick (in fever) since Sunday but I did not give up & at last today I have finished the busy moments & now I can relax. Due to my sickness & work load, I converted into an irritating person & at many stages during this week, I was about to get involve in fights with number of people but somehow it failed. Better luck next time. :D So this is one reason I was keeping myself quiet as I know my anger :)
This might have been a first week of my life when I was hardly using Facebook. Well! Let me clear it, first week of my life after I joined Facebook. I do feel lucky & thanks to Allah that I do have people around me that do love me, respect me & even miss me when I am not around. There was a time I used to keep myself away from people & I was not that social but now I feel lucky/blessed that I have loving & caring people around me. There was a friend, well still a friend from Karachi who I met online through Yahoo chat-room & then life took us away or we got busy in our lives. She got married, have kids but yesterday I received an email from her saying that she still remember me & its hard to forget me. Reading her email, I was speechless & a question mark on my face that why & how after 6-7 years she still care for me the same way, still remember me in good words & still misses me a lot. Yes! I am lucky. I know I am faithless, selfish, full of attitude, most of the time damn care about others type of person but still so lucky that people around me after doing all that to them care & love me the same way. I am still in search for that factor in me which makes me special for others but when I analyze myself, I don’t find anything that can make me special. I wonder which part of me is hidden from me still.
And now I am tired. It’s like I need a vacation. Oh yes, a long vacation would be a blessing but for the time being I will use the upcoming weekend for complete rest.
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