DAY 644

After a long 3-4 days of neck & shoulder pain I now do feel a bit better but the pain still remains with me. Guess me & pain have a very strong bonding coz I accept the pain & the pain understands me. Most of the time I am the one who is compromising in this relation but to maintain a relation, sometimes we have to. That is one reason me & pain still have a very strong relation.

Another long gap from the blog & I do hate this. The only reason is that I sometimes feeling not writing anything or sometimes due to lack of time I could not write.

Tuesday was a good start as in the morning I received a call from my favorite singer dear Aamir Saleem. Really enjoyed talking to him & I really do enjoy every moment when we talk. So Love you Aamir Bhai. The nice thing was that he actually liked & was happy when he called me & heard his own singing voice as my caller tune.

14th of Feb is not far & this date was never important in my life before since last year. I actually found someone special on this date & that person is still very dear to me & will always be. Although that person is no more in my life the way was before but I can still that person around so I will alone celebrate this date with my memories. I know that person would not have time for me anymore but no worries as important & VIP people are always busy.

20th of Feb & three birthdays I have to wish. One of them is my dear Aamir Saleem. Other is my friend & last one is my family member so I plan to enjoy that day with family & hope we will have a great time.

For the past few days I had been in different sorts of arguments with some of my friends. Due to those arguments I even did ended some relations. Well! Honestly I have an attitude problem & I was already in the process of pain so my anger level was high so due to that some arguments did turnout bad. The main argument was with some admins of a page on Facebook. We had 8 admins on the page & non of them was giving time to the page & everyone had strange reasons. So I did start the argument & now 2 of them have left the page. I have decided not to request them to come back & the reason is that what is the use of keeping their name on the page when they don’t even do a thing on the page. Anyway I did not ask them to leave & I am not the creator of the page so it is now up to them & the creator. By the way both of them used to call me brother & if this is what they have a value for this relation then I don’t want them to call me by this relation.