I’m about to loose & I just can’t stop it. I’m so helpless today. I only feel tears in my eyes & pain in my body. I wish I could shout, I wish I could cry louder, I wish I could burn everything down. I wish I could die. So many wishes but I am just a helpless human with no power or control on my damn stupid life any longer. I see dreams turning into tears & falling down. I feel a pain in me. This is extreme & at the same time increasing. I feel my body going totally weak & I just don’t want to walk further in life. I want to stop it now.
I see no one around me with whom I can share my pain. Even if I do, I don’t see anything happening coz this time it is me all alone. This was bound to happen. It always happens with me. How could I forget? Damn! Why the hell I thought it would be different this time? Some people are born lucky. Some are looking lucky but are not & some are totally unlucky. Well! I am the last one or maybe worse than the last one when it comes to relations.
Somehow my life will change or might end tomorrow night. I don’t want tomorrow’s night to come. Please GOD I beg u. Please stop it from happening. I just can’t take it any longer. Please don’t let that night come. Please GOD I beg u to change it. Please please please please…
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