DAY 383

A few weeks back the government of Pakistan took a decision so they can overcome the problem of electric load-shedding. They announced Saturdays off so no offices will be there & they also ordered all shops to close at 8pm so the remaining electricity can be used by the public or should I say the officials. So after taking that stupid decision, the light goes off after every hour. So 12 hours of light is there in the whole day. This means the problem is not solved. I think now they should do this. 5 days off in a week & shops should close 10am in the morning. Bloody hell! These stupid jerks have no brains to overcome any sort of problems because these are the problem creators. I think the best solution is to ask them to stand in a queue and shot them all. In this way at least the corruption problem will be sorted.

For the past 3 weeks I have been running after PTCL for a phone connection but every time the excuses that I get from them is either the lineman is on a leave or within next two days I will be informed that if it is possible that I can get a phone line or not. Every time when I visited their office, every official I met was on phone with someone & informing them their own problems with their home telephone lines. So the PTCL company is only for PTCL employees. If this is the way every organization is going to work in Pakistan than I already see a very bright future of this country. I see everyone standing in the sun with no shelters on their heads coz soon it will become difficult to survive and people will be on streets like beggars. The sun is always bright so yes the future will be bright too.

My pain is still the same & I am trying to overcome this but yes not like the government. It takes time & the phase through which I am going is truly difficult. It is like a nightmare but somehow I have to survive & honestly not for myself but I have to live for others. Let’s see if I will be able to do this. I am still trying to avoid conversations & I try to keep quiet as much as possible because this condition of mine is converting me into an angry man. I don’t want others to suffer my anger so I try to be quiet.