DAY 445 (Previously posted as LAST DAY)

Once again due to my stupid blog I hurt someone. I just can’t believe this. Why the hell I keep doing this? I just write my stupid feelings here not to gather sympathy or anything like that but just to reduce my internal pain but now I feel that my pain is not reduced but always forwarded to someone & in the end I end-up hurting people.

I was using this medium as a personal diary so someday when I get old, I can read all this & can feel how stupid I was or what were the moments of joy & pain I had. Maybe when I die, someone read all this & feel how cruel & stupid I was as I kept hurting people through this medium.

This is going to be my last blog being shared with anyone. After this I will not be sharing anything. So upcoming days would be just my words, my feelings, my stupidity & me knowing only. I always wanted to end this with my death but I don't have to be physically dead to end this. I can die internally as well. So there I am.

Meri Sansoon Ki Rawani Tu Faqt Aik Dhoka Hai

Main Zinda Hon Magar Duniya Ko Dekhanay Kay Liey

All good things (Not talking about my blog or myself) & bad things (Talking about me & my blog) do come to an end someday.

I’m extremely sorry for hurting everyone.

Good bye & may GOD bless you all...