DAY 410

What a bad weekend I had. Extremely hot weather with no electricity most of the hours of the day plus bad health condition & bloody internet not working. Most of my time was spent in the bed coz somehow I was having very low blood pressure but all ok now. Still not 100% but soon will be fine. I saw an online friend of mine on Facebook posting a status that he is in hospital & having severe pain while sending this message from his mobile. Guess what the comments were. No one wished him good luck or good health but people actually fighting in the comments thread. Making fun of each other & blah blah blah… Wow! I can’t believe this. Cruel world out there I would say.

In the past few days I have discovered some very strange facts about a person I was friend with a couple of months back. The facts I have discovered do conflict with the actions of that person in front of me & that was really shocking but yes, the facts are true. It’s really strange to see people pretending to be nice all the time & in real they are nothing but worthless piece of shit. Do apologize for this sort of language. I am even shocked that the person kept pretending for almost a year & tried to be someone that in actual was not. Wow! Beware of these types of un-identified human like things walking among us I would say.

Football World Cup craze is on & I really don’t care or know who is winning & who is out. I was once a person who used to play a lot of Football & even lot of Cricket in my early age. I still know how to play the game & I was a good defender in Football but now somehow I have lost all the interest in sports. I think I need to start playing these games again. Let’s see if I can.

Almost 3 weeks gone & books for my further studies keep staring me every day the minute I walk into my room. I still have not started reading them. I really need to set my mind. Last time I studied was almost 12 years back. So it will be a bit hard to start it but I really need to do it. This might help me in diverting my thoughts that sometimes go out of control when I sit all alone. GOD help me & please guide me…