Sometimes in life you have to take a decision that your
heart says no but you still take it. Although it is the most painful thing to
do but sometimes you have to carry pain within you to make you strong enough to
walk futher in life. People say I have lots of flaws in me. I totally agree. I
hurt people, I play with their feelings. I pretend to eb soemone, I walk away
from them, I become selfish at number of occaions and many more things I do but
behind every action of mine I carry a reason. A reason that people might not
understand or they might disagree with it. We all have our own way of looking
at things. I carry negative things in me a lot & a few positive points too.
To every person around me I did tell once that I am not a good guy at all but
they didn’t belive. Once they get hurt by me, they realize it. Hope you people reading
this realize it now that I can hurt a lot.
So today my blog says almost everything comes to an end and so will life one day. If my life comes to an end, please do forgive me for hurting you, playing with feelings, insulting or in any other way if I had been bad with you coz oneday everyone has to leave…
Talking about decisions, one of my friends took one too
& yesterday night he left the country. I did not get the change to meet him
due to his busy scheduele & his very late night departure. I wanted to go
but I had lack a of transportation and comminication. I wish him all the best
in life & may he have a wonderful life there.
After 5 years of my life being alone, I started a freindship relation with him in this city. A city where still I have no friends after his departure. In this city now I feel alone. This is one reason I hate relationships coz one day or other they come to an end. Although you people would be thinking that he just left the country so how come it ends, well! When a gaps comes in a relation, it never feels the same.
On my last trip to sahiwal a friend gifted me a card. This card has shinning borders that is why the light effect made it not look so well but in actual the card is beautiful. The first lines on the card says:
“You are my sweeto friend andwill be friend till…agay khud he samjh jaye… Ha Ha Ha”
My friend has left a space for me to fill the date. I hope the day won't come coz it hurts when a relation ends.
Two weeks back we had a baby guest for just one day. Yes this male cat that I
found wondering outside my house. I fed him & let him stay for a day &
in that one day he won my heart. So loving creature I would say. He even slept
with me. The other 3 adult cats did not like this at all so I had to give him
to someone who was for a long time asking for a cat.After 5 years of my life being alone, I started a freindship relation with him in this city. A city where still I have no friends after his departure. In this city now I feel alone. This is one reason I hate relationships coz one day or other they come to an end. Although you people would be thinking that he just left the country so how come it ends, well! When a gaps comes in a relation, it never feels the same.
On my last trip to sahiwal a friend gifted me a card. This card has shinning borders that is why the light effect made it not look so well but in actual the card is beautiful. The first lines on the card says:“You are my sweeto friend andwill be friend till…agay khud he samjh jaye… Ha Ha Ha”
My friend has left a space for me to fill the date. I hope the day won't come coz it hurts when a relation ends.
So today my blog says almost everything comes to an end and so will life one day. If my life comes to an end, please do forgive me for hurting you, playing with feelings, insulting or in any other way if I had been bad with you coz oneday everyone has to leave…
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