DAY 981

Me in extreme pain today. I had a page on FB “Oye Chawal Oye” which is no more there. Reasons are unknown. Somehow it is deleted, either by FB themselves or by a hacker. I gave so much to that page. It was like a place where I lived. Worked hard on it & kept it running & in a click of a second they take it away from me. My feelings can’t be expressed here as I had a place to spread smile & now my own smile is gone. Thank you who ever did that. Guess smile was never important. Anyway, no more interest left in Facebook.

Yes! My being quiet & sad wont change a thing, agree but what to say, is I don’t know. I know people would be thinking I’m acting like a child but for me it was a death of a world. For so many years I have been hiding myself behind jokes & not expressing my real self just so that people all over the world can gather at one spot & smile. Although I had never been perfect in it. I have hurt a number of people at the same time so it must be my time to get hurt. Yes! It was noting but a page but a page where I had lots of memories. A page where I had a control. A page where I was known. A page where I met so many wonderful people & a page which is no more. Guess, I am acting like a child.

Well! Life never ends due to a lose but life does end at one stage. Maybe I will start all over again with my admin friends or maybe I won’t. Damn… I don’t know what to write today…