DAY 821

The IT incharge in my office who was sitting just behind my screen has now shifted to a different location & I am now freeeeeeeeee… Yes now I can use FB, chats by hiding the windows on my PC. See I told you where there is a will, there is a way & the way is now clear without even making any will.

The weather has changed thanks GOD. Due to rain showers, it has been cool out there since 2 days & hope to have the weather for long. Even our new office building has a cooler temperature inside comparing the previous building. This is helping us in our fast.

I really want to come back to my religious duties but I fail every time. I actually planned that I will perform all duties during this Ramadan & inshaAllah after it as well but sadly I am still failing but inshaAllah I will be back. God help me please.

Coming weekend will be busy as I have at last decided to do some shopping for myself for coming EID. Yes! That is unusual. I don’t know why but I kind of being skipping shopping for myself for the past so many EIDS. It is like when I enter a shop, I go blank. My idea of shopping is to go in one single shop & get all the stuff under one roof. Now you can understand that what are my feelings when I go along with my family & when ladies keeps entering every single shop & coming out empty handed. It hurts more when they spend the whole day & say “can’t find anything. Let’s come tomorrow.”

Nowadays feeling difficulty in writing blogs. I have to keep asking myself while writing that what should I write next. So any bright ideas Mr. Man In Brightness? What? No ideas? Seems like my ideas are working under WAPDA. A minute they are there & after a minute they are gone just like electricity.

And there starts a new fresh headache. See what happens when I start using my brains too much. It hurts :) :) :)