Sometimes it really gets hard to accept the reality of life. You can see it all in front of you & still you don’t accept it. How to accept? It is like a war between the mind & the brain. Mind says you have lost but the heart still gives you a hope to win. Questions are always popping up from nowhere but answers are never found.
Sometimes I feel if I could go back & change the time but honestly its’ not possible anymore. Two reasons… one, watch is now out of order since long & I never got it repaired and second, even if I change the time, nothing will be changed.
Sometimes pain inside me freezes my hand while typing & sometimes my pain gives me the flow to write all what I want. A friend of mine always reminds me how clever I am when I cover up things but creating words or when I say everything in a single word without saying anything. I really don’t know if I am capable of that but thanks for the compliments.
Sometimes to be very honest I don’t want to say anything & even then I do say it all to people which I should not. People get impress of me while I chat with them & I have no idea why & how come but what I know is that most of them do get hurt a lot with my words very single time. I think I should change me style of chat so people should know the real me who is not good at all, who can hurt anyone with words, who is just one another ordinary human and who is non other than me.
Sometimes is the word by the way that I have used today in the beginning of every paragraph which I don’t know if you noticed but if you did than its not only me who is clever, you are also one of us…
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