DAY 609

For the past few days, I have been trying to write but I just can’t. Kept failing as when ever I start writing, I go blank. Don’t know why. I have a lot in me to write but strangely I can’t convert feelings into words.

Few days back I was in a state of anger. Lots of reasons but now I guess I’m ok. Being a fan of Amitabh Bachchan, I do have a flavor of young angry man in me. So the year started and I actually removed 8-9 people from my Facebook friend’s list. Reason? Well! Different reasons for different individuals but I will not explain reasons here coz it’s useless & I don’t plan to hurt anyone’s feeling too.

What I gained in the past year? Well! Lots & lots of experience. I had some great times & some worse time. The period from 14 Feb 2010 to 27 May 2010 was the best moments of the year & after that it was all so bad. My favorite moments were when I visited Karachi, met an online friend, met Pakistani singer Aamir Saleem once again, first time me on ice deck & doing ice skating, walking at the beach & having great time with a few old friends. Yes those were the best moments.

28 May 2010 changed it all. For everyone in Pakistan, they celebrated “Youm-E-Takbeer” as Pakistan was announced as a Nuclear Power but for me that day was extremely tough & sad. Well! Everyday can’t be good but after that date, all went sooooooooooooo bad. Then time kept passing & now I don’t say all is ok but now I am in a habit of spending bad times.

The year 2010 actually gave me some really nice & great friends online. Some very nice people I had an honor to spend my online time with them. They all will always be remembered & will stay with me either in real life or in my heart.

Next educational exam that I have to appear in is on 17th of Jan 2011. The last one went so bad. I don’t know what will happen this time as always as usual I still have not started preparing myself for it. So, now I have to start building that strength in me so I can actually survive this exam. Let’s see…