Another bad start for the day. Yesterday I had a bad start & so did today. Feeling a great deal of pain in me right now. Totally hurt as one of my cats died last night. It actually hurt a lot when someone you love too much dies. I still remember my other cat that died. She was such a loving creature. I feel so disappointed & helpless as I could not save the living being. I wish I could have. It was even more painful when I had to take the body out of the house & honestly I could not sleep the whole night. It’s like I can see the cat dying and I can hear the cries of pain. I feel like being responsible for the death.
Bad days are not bad after all coz at the end of every bad day, we learn a lesson from it. So I can’t say it was bad after all but yes it was painful & sorrow to loose a living being that I was attached to.
Every death reminds me two things. One, death of my father on my shoulder & second, that everyone has to die one day including me. The fear of death maybe will teach me to walk on the right path.
I am unable to post my blogs on Facebook as it is giving some sort of error & the best part is that Facebook team never do anything immediately so let’s see when this is going to happen. I still have not informed anyone except 2 friends of mine that I have started writing again. There comments were good and appreciating. Don’t know what will others think. Hope no one will be hurt this time by my words.
Before I end today’s blog, I want to share something. I don’t know why & how come but it has been a surprise to me that some of the friends on my Facebook’s list actually have so much faith & trust in me that they actually ask for advises & share their part of life without even knowing me properly. Some of them even share their secrets. I would like to thank all of them for their trust & respect. Also would like to tell them that thier secrets will remain with me & I will do all my best to keep the trust alive.
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