Friday, January 29, 2010

DAY 267

Today I would like to request you all that please what ever I write here are my internal feelings & nothing more. They could be wrong & they could be right. I never said in any of my blogs that I’m always right (Well! As a joke I might have). I’m a human too & yes I can be wrong too but why my complaints are considered as personal blames here? I always blame on my life & my destiny. In other words I blame myself. Why people take tension on this & why take it so personal? I never mentioned anyone’s name & pointed them on the blog. I write it in general. Please stop taking it personal & enjoy your lives. Here I mention all my own stupid feelings. Yes for some people my blogs are meaningless & I respect their thoughts & comments coz every human has its own thinking. They view life from some other angle & I do vise versa. Some of us use brains & I use my heart. If that is my fault then yes I’m totally wrong but again it’s me. I’m not hurting others from my thoughts. I am not interfering in other’s lives & not even asking anyone to follow my thoughts. I am not trying & will not try to impose my thinking on anyone. Kindly do not take any of it personal PLEASE.

Last night it rained & this was the first time I did not enjoy it. I’m crazy about rain. I always love to get wet in rain but last night I did not even went out of the room or at the window to see the tears of the sky. It kept raining and I kept ignoring. My heart is full of pain & as it can’t take it anymore so now the heart has started to distribute the pain via blood to every other part of my body. So when I woke up, I was not in my senses. I was not able to even feel my body. So I kept lying in the bed till afternoon. I never knew that heart can do all that. This is not fair. I listen to my heart but my heart does not listen to me. I should start ignoring my heart now. HEART… I’m angry with you. Don’t ever talk to me again. I will now listen to my brain. Oh GOD! Can’t do it. I don’t even have a brain. Well! Then I should start using my knee as they say tall people use their knees instead of their brains. Now the problem is that which knee to use, the left one or the right one???

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