DAY 266

What is the best way to hurt a human? I think instead of physically hurt him/her, you should attack his/her brain. No not with a rod or a knife, but torture him/her mentally. This is the best way to kill a person from inside. Oh GOD! I’m teaching the ways of killing. They might block my blogs now. Please don’t try this at home. I was just explaining that how I died last night. Someone asked me to stop my brain but no need to do that as already been mentally tortured so that killed me. I can now announce officially that I have been murdered last night. No not physically but mentally so now I think my brain has stopped or has it? Nah! You can’t stop me so easily but yes you can hurt me. So good luck & keep trying & one day my might achieve your target.

A very strange night I had yesterday. I don’t even remember if I slept or not. Even the morning was strange as the pain was in me but I found the sky crying. Yes a few drops here & a few drops there fell on the ground. Some called it rain & some called it drizzling by I think the sky cried. So thank you sky for crying for me. At least someone cares.

My elder sister got convinced by my words that she is getting out of shape & she has started following a plan to get back in shape. My other sister on the other hand is just asking her the secret of it. Well! It’s not a secret anymore as they were posting it on Facebook. I never knew that my words are so convincing. How could I? I have two friends & they never got convinced on any of my advices but my sis told me that my words did make her do that. If that is the case, I would like to thank her. My little sister even asked me if I’m still in shape. Well! My life is so tricky that I think I will always be in the same shape coz it keeps playing strange games with me. In the past 31 years of my life, I have learnt a lot & I have been through a lot. For that I would thank ALLAH for giving me the strength to survive while I walked the strange paths of life & through the painful moments.

Past few weeks, I was trying to walk on a path that I think could bring happiness to me but after walking a few steps I came up at a closed end. Then I started walking the other way to the same destination but same thing again, closed end. I had chosen 4-5 different paths but it ends. Now I see no path to walk on. Seems like I have been walking in a desert & when I look back I find that the wind has removed my foot trails. So no way I can go back now & can’t even go further. I’m totally lost. What should I do now???