DAY 270

Two very lazy days I spent. Almost 90% of these days I was just lying on the bed & doing nothing. Yes! I’m really turning into a lazy person. Well! I am a lazy person since long so nothing new about it. Saturday I was in a bad health & same was on Sunday but Saturday the pain in the body was more. I don’t remember if I slept in these two days but yes I do remember the first time I got out of the bed on Saturday & it was at 7:30 in the evening. Yes I have a good stamina of lying & hurting people. I just don’t stop. Every day I hurt people. I think now I’m turning into one hell of a devil.

Sunday evening at around 6:30 I took a long walk of almost 2 hours. I felt so tired. I was not feeling well but I kept walking & walking but no talking. Two of my friends did ask me to join them for dinner but I apologized. I was just feeling that I might hurt any of them so I skipped the idea but damn me. I did hurt one of them this morning. I really don’t know how it all started & how it all came to an end but unfortunately it all happened & again the devil is me.

Last night I was lying on the bed & I kept staring the ceiling & then the fan. I wonder why I was not able to sleep. There were no thoughts in my mind. It was just all blank & I kept staring things & kept asking myself why can’t I sleep but guess what, no answer. Even in the morning I kept lying on the bed so I can have at least an hour nap but no. So I quit. I took myself up on the roof & started walking in the sunlight. Every morning I do that & every day even my cats follow me & do the same. As long as I keep lying on the bed any of my cats stays there with me. Either sleeping or just sitting beside. The little cat keeps coming inside the blanket & going outside the blanket. She keeps doing this all night. I really love her. I want to make the video of her while she opens the door. She actually does. Soon I will get the video & would load it here. She actually stands on her two feet & pulls the door with her forefeet to get it open. Well! This one you will have to see. So soon I will get the video. Problem is that every time I walk towards her to make the video from my mobile she doesn’t even do it. She looks at me & say meow as if she wants me to open the door but she don’t try if anyone is near to her. Let’s see if I succeed in getting the video…