A very slow weekend. All the two days I spent at home. Did not feel going out. Most of my time spent online or playing with my cute cats. I love those two cuties. They have won my heart. I still remember the first day they came to my house. I had a fear from cats. In the beginning I used to avoid them. Did not even let them come near to me but slowly they won my heart & now the little one is always at the door waiting for me at night so I can give her the food she loves. The minute I enter the house, she start showing her love by rubbing her body against my legs & then keep on walking with me till she gets her food. Now both of them are even sleeping with me. I think every human should have pets so they can have feelings for animals & they stop hurting them.
Got the news last night that my mom is well now & my prayers for her good health. Also got an email that my sister will be visiting Pakistan. She will be landing on the 30th of this month. I still have not replied to her email & I really don’t know why. May be a guilt or may be I don’t know what I will say to her after almost 4 years. When a gap comes in a relation, it’s always hard to be the same & hard to even start a conversation. Time has changed me & so would have her. I’m still confused should I meet her or not. Mom asked me to meet. Lets see if I do but for that I would have to travel to Lahore & don’t know how to manage that coz of my job.
After almost a month I did manage to make my friend feel a bit shame & at last he sent the pics of his marriage but can you believe it. No photo of mine. Now who to blame? Well! I don’t even like my pics as 90-95% are not good so I don’t even want to see them.
My two friends are on a cold war again. Don’t know who to blame as I don’t want to do this because then too many things & I hate this. World is already full of hate & pain. I wonder why we keep hurting others & keep stealing their smiles. Let’s see how long this war goes. Have a feeling not that long but let’s see.
Today after very very long time someone said that I was looking good. Thank you for your nice comments. It’s really been a long time since someone said that to me so I am happy as well as stunned as it is a surprise for me. Someone even asked me to change my appearance. A few instructions… oh sorry advises & I did follow a few. You see I have nothing to give to others but I can always give them smiles & happiness so at least when I die, someone can say, I was a nice guy…
Oh! I forgot to mention my punching practice. No I’m not planning to be a boxer. It is just my anger that made me one. I got so angry on something that I actually punched the wall. No, it did not break but I hurt my own hand. See what happens when you think with anger. It has been a very long time that I have done something like this. I had a very bad temper in my early life. I was a real young angry man. Breaking doors, glasses & anything that is in my access. Sometimes when you see things not in your hand you hurt your hand & this is what I did. I still remember that once my father asked me to control my anger as it might hurt me someday. Look dad, I hurt myself…
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