What a beautiful atmosphere out there. I wish I could go on a long drive & keep enjoying every bit of that weather. The sky is full of clouds & in some parts of the city, it rained. This weather is somehow directly connected to my heart. The minute I step out in that atmosphere, I feel happiness & joy in me & I start enjoying all the moments. I actually enjoyed the ride on my bike all the way from my home to the office. I wish I could continue it but unfortunately I was not able to do so as I had to report in the office.
Its Kashmir day & on my way I kept reading slogans like “Kashmir is not for sale” & “Pakistan will never abandon Kashmir” & so on. I have seen so many Pakistani that don’t even like Pakistan & they are always cursing the nation. So how come you expect them to love Kashmir. We being the public can’t even do anything for ourselves. What are we going to do for Kashmir? These slogans are now just for politicians. It is just a way to attract votes & nothing more. The leaders we have chosen are even ready to sell themselves for cash. They actually do it when it comes to shift from one party to another. So how come they can’t sell Kashmir? They can even sell Pakistan. I think they are in that process.
Last night I & my friend made a hatric. No we were not playing cricket. We had “Gajar ka Halwa” for the third time in consecutive day or should I say night. Will stop today coz don’t want myself to be addicted to it. My friend who has been my partner in crime for having this halwa has been trying to convince me not to leave one of the other friend. The poor guy has tried his best but I’m one hard person to be convinced. Well! It’s not anyone’s fault that I’m doing this. It’s just a requirement I have to fulfill. He has been pushing me in memories for the past three nights & I have been pulling myself out of it before I go to sleep. I know I have so many great moments that can make me stay in this relation but I just can’t seem to find one actual reason to be in this relation. What I see is hurting myself in the end. So that is the only reason I have been keeping myself away from the relation. Damn I am selfish. Well! I think it is more like being practical & this is what my friend wanted me to be. Hope both of my friends can understand this.
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