Yesterday was one of the worse days of my life but every day you learn a lesson so did I. At the end of the day, I examine myself & found that I should achieve a few things not because others want them but just to show the bloody world that I can do anything when I put my mind into. Somehow I felt that someone was not trusting me enough & thinking that I won’t be able to do what I had promised but now I’m going to show everyone that I can do when I said I can but this is just to prove them. I don’t want to achieve anything from it but just to tell them that they could have trusted me which they did not.
I am not going to change myself for others anymore. They want to like me, like me or they have all the reasons to hate me & they are most welcome to do that. So people accept me the way I am or leave me alone & walk your own ways coz when I never demanded anyone to change so I should not be asked as well.
I also learnt in the past few days that only high education, good bank balance & strong career makes you a human. Others that don’t have these qualities can just move on & go to hell. Feelings, care for others, love, respect, & few other stupid things like these don’t really matter. What matter is how strong your future is, others don’t even have a reason to live. Well! This solves a big problem of the Pakistani government. I think now they have a strong reason to kill & shoot all poor humans as they don’t have these qualities to survive long.
So really do all these things make you a better human?? Till last Sunday I thought NO WAY but today I still say NO & I will always say NO coz I know that these things can only hide your weakness & your sins but they can never make you a better human. Better human is made by the teaching of your parents & somehow the surrounding makes you better only if you adopt good things. If rich people are better persons then this world should have been a better place to live coz all the rich people are in the leading roles but I still see almost all of them are taking the world to a disaster.
Can we guarantee that a rich person will always be the same in future? No one can. So that means even a rich person can change. The change could be in his/her behavior, in financial status & even in his/her thoughts. So why asking guarantees only from poor ones & why not form the rich ones when even they can change? Can you guarantee that your bank balance will remain the same for the rest of your life? If you can then how come people get bankrupt? Have you ever heard a poor got bankrupt? It’s always the rich ones so even their future has no guarantee. How much time does it takes for your destiny to change? If GOD wants, it can be changed in less than seconds. When you have doubts on your or others abilities, that’s the time you fail coz you don’t trust enough. You don’t trust in GOD & that is the only reason you keep on questioning other’s abilities coz the level of trust is almost 0%. You feel confused as you have doubts on your own abilities because you don’t even have trust in yourself.
Why do people make plans? If a plan is made & you are not convinced, do you actually believe you can convince others & win? NO WAY. To convince others, you have to convince yourself first & have to trust otherwise you will fail. If you can’t do that then you should not waste time in making plans. If you see a hurdle coming up in your life, what should be done? First you have to convince your mind that you can actually walk all the way breaking all the barriers & removing all the hurdles but when you already start thinking that this is not possible then there are only 2 reasons. Either you don’t want it to happen or you just can’t remove the fear from your heart & that is when you loose.
Yesterday I did not loose but I win. Someone else lost unfortunately & that person is close to my heart but that person lost coz of lack of trust in me or maybe in the plan or maybe the mind was already built that it can’t be done. I did not loose coz I tried & I did not win coz I trusted the people with whom I made the plan but I wish that friend of mine had trusted me too. Well! In the end, I did not loose. Yes the pain in me made me felt loosing everything but if one of your partners in plan is never convinced or not interested, it happens. So who lost??
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