DAY 244

Another very long gap on the blog which I really hate. I have been through few strange paths of life & somehow I thought not to share so I quit the blog for few days.

A new year has already started & the last few days were bit busy in the office. I really enjoy if I have busy days in the office as at the end of the day, I feels so happy that I actually did something in the office as the past few months were really bad for the business. The New Year might change this & I really hope that.

I am actually waiting for coming Sunday. I have a strange part of life that I have been living for the past 5 & a half years & that part is hidden from everyone I meet on daily basis & including two of my very close friends but now the relation is at such a stage that I feel I should tell them my hidden life. So Sunday I will revel my hidden life to them & then I will let them decide if they want to hate me or still like me. I have no idea what they will plan but I’m ready to take that chance coz I love taking risks in life.

I have a very strange feeling that 2010 will bring a great change in my life. Now this great will either be in a positive or in a negative way but it will be a great one. How many times in life you went to someone you never meet before to ask for something that you really want but you are not eligible for it, you don’t even fall in the criteria. I might be in that situation very soon. Why might be? After that Sunday & the decisions of my friends, it will be decided weather I should be in that situation or not. According to my friends currently they think that without being eligible I still have a 70% chance to win. Out of those two friends, one of them calls all three of us “3 Idiots”. So they both think that I have a 70% chance which confirms 2 idiots out of three. I’m still not confirmed but if I think the same way, I will be confirmed. According to me, I have only 5-10% chance to win but I actually hope that they both win. Hopes & only hopes I can say but yes till the last chance I will not give up. So it is about to be a “Do or die” situation. Only one last chance for me to win & if I loose this one then I will get lost somewhere in this damn world.