Last night after 5 days of anger, hate & misunderstandings, I finally got both of my lost friends back. Even last night one of them was again planning to kick me out of her life but somehow I kept messaging & tried to calm her down & in the end I got her back. I would like to complain though, why they did not stop me that day from going away. One of them could have hugged me & the other one could have said “leave it for my sake” but that never happened & they let me go far. Anyway at least I did not let her go away last night. I was really in pain after loosing both of them but now really happy to see them back in life. It takes years to build a relation & seconds to break it. I will try my level best that this friendship of three remains till I live. I would like to thank both of them for forgiving me.
Now I want to go back on that hiking track which was left that day. I want to go on the top & I want to feel the moments of joy that I had that day. I want to feel every single moment & want to bring the great memories of the past & want to spend sometime with them as I need to remove that one Saturday from my life. I really wish I could go back in time & just skip that one Saturday but to miss that Saturday I need a new Saturday to convert it into a great day so I can forget the worse Saturday. Does this make any sense??? No?? Good…
Today I also felt something. When ever people fight while they do have a huge amount of love & respect in their heart for each other, they come even more close. This what I felt today & even one of my friend agreed on that. According to her, we feel the importance of others while we go away which brings us back even more close. So true… On the other hand my other friend says if that’s the case, he will fight every week to come closer. Let me clear it… We are talking about huge huge huge amount of love & respect… Keep fighting & soon you will loose both… Jokes apart but being away from each other do make us feel how important others are in our lives.
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