DAY 197

Hiking is still on for tomorrow morning & honestly speaking twice it has been cancelled & every time it wasn’t me. Either it was one friend or the other. In fact both of them have cancelled it once. Let’s see what goes on. I still have doubts but I hope this time it really works. Oh! I just got a message from one of them that no hiking for him. There we go again.

One of my friend is about to leave for almost 15 days & I told her not to go with bad feelings or in anger as who knows today we are here & tomorrow we might not be. Few days in life so let’s have fun & enjoy but I’m having a bad feeling that she will go sad coz of my good friend not coming tomorrow.

EID is almost a week away & once again as usual, I’m not shopping. I’m such a boring person. I don’t like to shop. I don’t like to go out. Why? I have no idea. After a long time I will be at home on EID day with family as previously I had to be in the office. I know EID will be boring coz I have lost a child in me that loves to enjoy & have fun. I wonder where that Child In Brightness (CIB) went.

A friend of my friend who I just know by name is going through a tough time. Her family is forcing her or you can say emotionally blackmailing her to get married to a person she hates. When the hell is this going to stop? Why can’t we allow people to live their life, to make their own decisions? Why every time we try to impose our thoughts on others? It is her life & no one has the right to destroy it. I will only say one thing to all the girls in this world that be strong & don’t let anyone play with your feelings or let your lives get destroyed coz life is given only once & don’t ever get married to a person you hate even if everyone is blackmailing you emotionally.

Few days back 5 blind girls passed by my house with their teacher in front. All of them were grabbing each other’s hand & were walking in a queue. The teacher was walking in front & she was a bit far from them but she was guiding them with her voice & the nice thing was that the girl in front, she was doing the same as the teacher was telling & others were simply following her. Felt sad for them but was happy to see the unity & trust among them. I wish to see that trust & unity in my country. I really wish to see that.