DAY 195

Today I discovered something about me. I never ever had time to think about it but a friend asked me how many friends I had since my birth & when I started counting, GOD I was astonished to see that only 5 people in my life. These 5 people were the ones I call great buddies & I had shared my feelings with them. Others came & went just like link roads on a highway of life. I never thought on this that why only 5 great friends in life. At every stage of my life, I only had 2-3 friends but strangely they are only 5. For others I was a good friend but for me they were not. Well! What a waste of life :) …

Everyday I decide that I will write my blog on daily basis but unfortunately I can’t coz everyday nothing happen new in life & I don’t want bad or boring moments to be shared here anymore.

On a chat I was having a debate with someone that what is life. He was saying life is a joke & I said no it’s a punishment. I won’t say life is a joke coz if it is then why I don’t see people laughing or smiling. I only see faces with pain or like lost in thoughts just like someone has punished them. Well! Maybe both of us are wrong. Life is nothing but an exam but it really doesn’t make a difference what it is. I don’t know when ever I start typing my blog, I feel sadness in me but when I’m in conversations with friends I keep on joking & keep on giving them laughs & smiles but why I can’t spread laughs & smiles on my blog. This is a question and I need to find the answer for this.

Oh! I forgot to mention that today when I came in the office, I saw a colleague reading my blog. Wow! I’m famous. I thought that no one reads them but me & 2 others but now I feel that the quantity is increasing.

My friends are planning to go on hiking coming Saturday but I have told one of them that please don’t tell me anything. Once you all are ready, give me a call & I will come because they always fail to make any plan. At the last minute it always gets cancelled & the reason is always any of them. Last Sunday I was asked through an SMS if I’m in the plan & I never answered it. The only reason is that even if I say yes, it always no in the end & one of them will come up with an excuse. The person who sent the SMS is the one who always have problems in the last minutes & he is always trying to plan things. Let’s see what happens this time.