DAY 177

A day spent with full of tension but ended in a better manner. For the past three days, I only had my breakfasts & nothing more. One issue is solved, another is created. One problem is gone & the other is waiting on the door. Had a few tough days of life in path of friendship which has now changed me a lot. I used to be one real good friend but then I thought it’s useless so now I am one normal friend that could only be another addition to anyone’s friend list. Lots of questions & only few answers but hate all this so I have decided not to be involved in any relation that can hurt feeling. So no expectation from anyone & life is cool.

Since last day my cat “SWEETY” was really sick so today I took her to the vet & almost all of my day spent with her, tension & prayers. I can’t afford anymore lose. I love my cats as at least someone in this world do love me a lot & are always around me when I’m at home. They even walk with me & sleep with me. So they are much important than any friendly relation. I had plans for the evening. Had to go out with a friend but I cancelled it & asked my friend to go & enjoy as for me to save a life is much more important than to be a friend. I do want to thank my buddy who did help me out this morning at the bank for financial support. At the moment my cat is back home & sleeping.

Just took her picture now while she is sleeping: