DAY 139

3rd day of EID past & all the three days went better and thanks GOD peaceful. I was not aware of it that even today was an official holiday in Pakistan but for me it was a full working day as my UK boss thinks that these occasions are not important but for him Christmas is really important & he is off on all those days. So do apologize for writing incorrect info regarding today’s holiday.

I was reading the news that some stupid Railway Minister is demanding to change the chairman of the committee which is responsible for moon sighting. He said that he just want the EID(s) to be celebrated on the same days as per Saudi Arabia. GOD! They don’t even know the teachings of Islam & he said that we just want Islam. Where does the concept of moon sighting goes then when you have to follow other countries. In one part of the world when it is light, the other part is dark. So how come one rule could be applied to all the locations? Why don’t they start following their local timings as well? Oh GOD! Who the hell let them be in these official positions? They don’t even deserve to be a peon in the Government. I really wish GOD give us sense that at least next time with bring & choose the right persons for running the Government. I also know that this will never happen but what the heck. You can at least pray.

Today I decided one thing that I will not give importance to any of those friends that do give importance to me. So I will apply the formula of “Tit for tat” coz I have been feeling that some of my so called friends are actually not mine. I will not end any of the relations & will continue playing my part but I will not be crazy in friendships. Only if they want to end it, then it will. The concept of friendship for me is somehow different. It starts with a trust & it should continue with it. You don’t ignore your friends while you are tense but you let them be with you so they can stand beside you in every moment of your life either good or bad so you can feel strong. Why we share happiness with them but not our grief? Why cannot we share? We can always listen to their problems but cannot explain ours coz we feel shame but why feel shame if you trust them. It’s so easy to start a relation but so hard to actually continue it in its true form. I have always kept a very less quantity of friends around me. It is always min 1 & max 4 out of which 1 is always the best but not anymore. Now I don’t keep any friend in the best category coz currently I really don’t have any to keep in that position.