Do you believe in lucky charm things? Well! Honestly I don’t but somehow I am having a feeling that it works. It has been 10 days since I broke a relation & now I am starting to feel that the person was lucky for me coz for the past 10 days, I have not had a single good news or in other words you can say my bad luck started. Maybe that person was lucky for me but now what done has done. So bad luck or no luck, I have to continue my life.
After almost 5 days, I had my first night sleep last night. I have not been sleeping for the past 5 days properly. Been awake the whole nights & slept for almost 3-4 hours & was thinking I might be proceeding towards the illness called insomnia. I had no idea why I was sleepless & why I was not feeling sleepy even when every member of the house was asleep. Maybe I was about to become an owl but somehow I managed to change it.
Ten more days to go & then the Holy month of Ramadan will end. So in other words EID is on its way & again I have no excitement for it. I am not planning to purchase anything for me on EID. There were times when the excitement was alive in my heart & there was a joy, happiness for the upcoming EID but now it all seems to be vanished. It has been more than 5 years & I have not celebrated EID the way I used to. I used to buy new clothes, shoes & some other stuff as well but not anymore. Now the shopping is only for the family & for me is only expenditures but I don’t mind spending on these occasions as it is a happy moment although I don’t feel it. So what if I don’t feel it, others do & so does my family. So the next week is planned for shopping. Wow! I have actually planned my weekend as I was thinking few days back. A good improvement indeed.
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