It took me a really long time to sit down, relax & write down what my heart says. Don’t know why but sometimes my heart is blank, with no words to express or with lots of words that I can’t share so I just skip the day and write nothing.
Today the whole Pakistan is celebrating Independence Day. The freedom is being celebrated but I just can’t find anything that we are free from. In all these years I can’t see anything we achieved but yes we have lost. We are running out of electricity, running out of shame, running out of leaders & even running out of the respect. I see people around me saying that we never wanted our own country. I see them not being happy of being Pakistani. GOD! I hate these cheap animals. I wish I could just drag them to some desert & leave them there for the rest of there lives with no trails of returning. An Indian friend of mine wished all his Pakistani friends on facebook which was so great to see. I now respect him even more. Look at him & now look at our people, the people living on this land but are against it.
Past whole week I have been through lots of emotions & experiences. I travelled out of the city & had some great time of life that I will never forget. I earned a few really incredible friends in life. I have always been losing friends all the way in life but now I will never loose them because they are now really close to my heart. Infect not even living with them, I spent my whole day with them like we all are together at every moment. It has been a really great experience. One is sad, you cheer him up. Other is sad u start being funny & a smile all over the face. One is in tension, you jump in & rescue them. It is really a gift of GOD to have great friends but at the same time a fear of loosing them really make me sad & it hurts deep in my heart. To make friend is easy but to be a friend is not a hard thing to do. I wish I could walk back & ask all my good friends to come back in my life that I lost during my journey of life. Some of them were really great but I know they never want me back in there lives. So after thinking that I feel even more pain as one day I will loose these friends as well because when you are married, start you own life or even move to another city, friends are left behind. I just want to tell my friends that no matter what, I will always be there for them in good times or bad & they are always welcome to contact me whenever they feel they need me without thinking of anything.
honestly matey I am begining to like the way you write. Let me tell you Allah willing you will not lose your friends and I hope they dont lose your as well :-)
ReplyDeleteAnd hey buddy you forgot to mention that our roads and streets are not decorated with our national flag this indepdence day, shame on the half wit idiotic leadership we have who just cannot get enough of putting their own pictures and flags all around my beloved country, my sweet princess ...