My internet home connection is still not working & my family thinks that it’s all coz of me but hey I am not a technical person or the service provider. I’m also a victim of no connectivity. I call them everyday but I hate my good part in me. Every time I decide I will be harsh with them but I end-up finishing the call in a funny & yes taunting manner. Oh GOD! This taunt is actually in me now. I think I got it from my mom.
10 more days & then I will be in Karachi. Yes! I am excited as I have lots of plans & I really hope all work fine. It will be a long & tiring journey but it will be an exciting adventure but unfortunately this time all alone as no one to accompany me through my journey but no worries. Sometimes you have to do things all by yourself. I have heard that the weather is to hot there but I was born in desert so that will not disturb me.
For a past few days lots of tension in my life & things kept changing like commercials during a program. I wonder why when everything is going on smooth, things start going all wrong. Well! This is my life. Everyday is boring then suddenly everyday is tensed & then back to the boring part.
Someone pointed out one of my previous blogs to me & when I read it today myself, oh! I actually wrote in extreme anger. I did say sorry to that person. The thing is that, when I’m in pain, anger or even happiness, I just share it on the blog. I mostly don’t share it with people around me. Why? It has been more than 5 years & I kept things to myself & somehow it converted into a habit of mine of not sharing feelings.
Another unknown person started sending me poetry today & now we are friends. This is the second unknown mobile friend of mine in the same month. I have no idea what’s going on but I don’t mind. It’s just a mobile friendship & not meeting them in person. Both of them sent me some really nice piece of poetry so this is the nice part & strangely both of them got impressed from me through my SMS.
Yesterday an SMS actually changed me & made me decide that I should not give up that easily in life. I have a power with me & that power can help me win. So yesterday I decided that I will win my aim no matter what because the power I have can help me through every phase of life & the support I have is enough for me to survive every pain. Thank u dear friend for sending me that SMS. May you always be happy…
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