Life is sometimes painful but there are always great moments too that can erase the pain or reduce it for sometimes if you start thinking about them. This is one way I try to change my mood by taking myself into dreams of those beautiful moments. Yes! I love to live in dreams. So what if I’m not being practical but this is one way I can actually enjoy life just by thinking that all is well (AAL IZ WELL). So many dreams in little heart of mine & I can’t achieve all of them. I might not be able to achieve any of them. This hurts but the dreams that I have in me, they keep giving me the strength to walk on. Some paths of life are hard to walk but once decided then why stopping. I will keep walking no matter what with just a hope in me that one day I will achieve what I want. Where there’s a will, there’s a way & I will find the way.
22 days more to go for my upcoming visit to Karachi. I’m so excited that all day long I keep planning this & that in my mind. I will do this, I will do that. I don’t even know if I be able to do all that but really would be a wonderful & one of the best moments of life if all go as per the plans. My friend has not yet decided if he will come along or not. I’m not sure why but lets see. If he doesn’t come along, I will still travel coz I have to do this. Sometimes one thing matters more than anything so yes I will go inshaAllah.
Yesterday I received a SMS from an unknown number. It was poetry, which was actually really nice. So I just asked the person who he/she was. He sent it to me by mistake but now we are invisible friends sending jokes & poetry to each other. I was never like this. I always used to be a very reserved person. Keeping all to myself & not sharing anything with anyone. I wonder how I changed. 5 years of my life I had no friends & no personal contacts. All I had in life was me sharing to myself & not letting anyone know what I went through or what I wanted but now I am changed. I say what I want & I no longer keep words in me. Whatever I feel I say it coz somehow I learnt that you should say what you want to but yes think before you speak coz right words at right moments do matter…
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