I feel like a free bird flying in the sky. I feel like I have been released from a cage & I see the selfish world all below me. No I am not dead. I’m still alive & I’m still going to torture everyone with my words & my blogs. Yes! I do feel like a free bird. I wonder why. I can’t seem to understand the reason but it’s always a pleasure to be free & happy. I don’t even know weather I am happy or sad. Maybe I am free from all feelings as well. Oh! It doesn’t even hurt when people slam doors at me. No it doesn’t even hurt when people blame me of something I have not done. So where are my feelings? Do I feel the fire of anger in me? Do I feel the pain in me? No I don’t. Damn! I must have died. Is my soul been taken away by an angel coz that must be the only reason I’m flying. Nah! I’m in front of the computer, breathing & still feels like been set free. Ok enough of too much confusion. I am all ok & I feel like I am born again. I feel a new life in me. Maybe it’s the weather that has changed me or maybe it’s all my mind game. Who cares, I’m all ok & feeling great. Thanks GOD the confusing paragraph ended.
The weather is so great & I really don’t want it to go away but as everything comes to an end so will this too. I’m just waiting for the upcoming weekend coz I want to enjoy this weather. I might go out on long walks or long drives. I might be alone to enjoy this but for the past few days I have been enjoying moments all alone. There was a time when I was not sharing any part of my heart or feelings with any one & now I do. Sometimes with friends & mostly on the blog.
Yesterday I received a very beautiful email from a really nice person. I liked the words of it. It was something like this:
I have 3 parts of my heart.
1st for ALLAH (GOD)
2nd for Family
3rd for Friends
but nothing for U…
coz you are my HEART…
What a wonderful way to express feelings. I really liked it. Thank you my dear friend for sending me those lines. It really made a smile appear on my face & somehow it really turned my normal day into a happy one. I wish you happiness in life my dear friend…
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