DAY 153

My dear friend is in my city for her studies since Tuesday morning & today I had a real good time with her. I had a real great shopping experience with her. It was really different with her. She took no time in making decisions & it was amusing for me to see us walking out of the shopping center in no time with all her requirements. Yes, she is really a different girl. Much like a boy & quick in making decisions. Do get confuse sometimes but not today & it was really a great moment to be with her. We have met after almost a month and she was looking a bit slimmer. Might be because of the fasting as I know she is not on a diet but seriously was looking great and if you are reading this my friend, thank you for giving me an opportunity to be with you. Although a short period but it was fun & of great value to me.

Oh did I mention that I actually slept early last night? I guess not. Actually this friend of mine is here & she has no one but us, her friends. So I have planned to be at her assistance very moment she requires and to do that I have to match my sleeping times with her so if she is getting depressed or bore in the morning, I could cheer her up. I was really excited when she was coming. I actually did not sleep for almost 24 hours or more. We kept on messaging each other till 2:30 at night on Monday & those SMS(s) were full of laughter. I actually laughed on a few so hard that I felt tears in my eyes. I wanted her trip to start with laugh so she can spend her 2 years of studies with a smile on her face & happiness all over her.

Meanwhile on the other hand, my other friend is in hidden pain & tension. Even though I call myself Man In Brightness, it has been now more than 2 weeks & I am still kept in darkness by him that what is he going through. I really still don’t know why? I am one man that actually knows a lot about his life & I have been with him on a really bad occasion or should I say a very bad day in his life but it is really sad that I still could not create that trust in him that is required to share things & feelings. Ah! Sometimes you cannot achieve everything in life. A few days back he even said something that should have hurt me & should have made me angry but still I was not because I know he still need to grow a lot & I still consider him an immature person.

Today a discussion started in my office that why are there silent alphabets in English words. No one had an answer & maybe no one can ever answer that. Is there someone who can? Maybe not even an Englishman. It is indeed a genuine question. Why do you put a letter in a word when you don’t even want to use it? I guess it is something like this. You can’t express every feeling so sometimes you share it by being silent. So some letters are there for this cause but still in this case, it is foolishness and nothing else.