DAY 56

As per my last blog, the bet is still on & I am now leading with 2-0. What a great achievement from me as I don’t even have to work hard for it. My friend is doing it for me by working hard & not even trying to struggle so the result is in my favor for the past 2 days & hopefully I will win.

Yesterday I was going through the pics of my friends on Facebook. There I saw so many faces that I have not met for more that 5-6 years. It was exciting to see them grownup. Me & one of my used to be best friend used to call them BACHA LOOG. Sometimes I hate myself. Since I have moved to Pakistan, I have observed changes in me. The change I hate in me is being a bit selfish. Why am I selfish? The reason is that I lost my very good friends in the path of life just by ignoring them on certain stages while acting as a selfish person. I really do try not to be but in some cases I do become selfish. It is not part of my nature but it’s a famous quote, “If you can’t beat them, join them”. I found most of the peoples selfish in this country. Don’t know the reason for it but yes have found a lot. To be very honest, there are still good & very good peoples in this country too. I think in every part of the world, you will find good & bad peoples but unfortunately we Pakistanis are always considered bad & perhaps terrorists.

Regarding terrorism, here goes another suicide attack & this time in Rawalpindi. Still not sure how many died but still unable to find any reason for killing them and once again the government has failed to stop it. They always have reports but they always fail. Reason, simple. They do not have time as they are hidden terrorists themselves. They are killing people without blasts. They just increase prices for every necessity of life and eventually public dies. So this is another way to reduce population. Day by day my hate for them is increasing & I wish just for once I could build myself to fight against them. Not by killing them but just by removing them from the positions that they are currently occupying & honestly do not even deserve to be part of any nation.