DAY 22

Today I came across to a news that put me in tension as well as in a shock. I was trying not to believe it but it was on a TV channel with interviews. On one location armed people in our Islamic country (Pakistan) ripped off clothes of a mother and her daughter and forced them to walk in public. On the other location same thing happened to a man.

What the hell is going on in this country that we Pakistanis are proud of and where were the people of those areas whom on every small little difference with the Government start a strike or come on roads with posters and angry brains. Where are those stupid Talibans now? These people only can kill innocent people but can’t they kill these kinds of animals hiding in our country? What is the future of this Islamic country? I am so angry today that I have decided not to write anymore for today.

DAY 21

Having a really good week & end of the month at the office. I wish it was the same throughout the month but I should be thankful. Infact I am thankful to my Creator.

Someone forwarded me few pictures of so called Muslims “The Talibans”. First of all I would really like to make it clear that anyone who is an extremist cannot be a Muslim no matter how he tries to prove it. It is my belief and my Prophet’s teaching that religion can never be forced on anyone by arms or even by killing or humiliating them in public.

By the way, my two cats have now become friends and it is really good to see them playing with each other. The bigger cat now is getting attached to me. He sleeps with me and whatever he wants, he looks at me first and makes a noise or you can say request.

Tomorrow is the last day of this week. The days are passing away so quickly. It just seems that yesterday was the first day of this week. So the life is passing away so quickly and we celebrate our birthday every year. Instead of celebrating it, we should cry as another year from our life has been reduced.

DAY 20

Yahoo! First comment on my blog from a close friend of mine who was really not happy because I did not mention his name while I wrote that I went to see a movie with a friend. He complained that now he is “A FRIEND”. I told him that I never mention names, not even my own original name so that made him feel a bit better. Now he should be happy because today I wrote “A CLOSE FRIEND”.

The weekend has really started nice for me in respect of my job. Oh! By the way, did I mention that someone offered me a job and want to work for him? I might have. The only problem that I am facing is that I am having a feeling that there is no trust between him and me. I told him that there is going to be some expanses in the beginning and I told him the amount but he might thought that I was either not able to get good prices or I might be telling a lie but now I am glad that after involving someone close to him in the threads of emails, he said that the prices I quoted are nice as per the market here. Well! A bit glad after reading that but bit sad as well as he should have trusted me. Anyway, it’s not a big deal. He is the boss (Upcoming).

I don’t understand that everyday when I wake up, I feel so lazy even after completing my 8 hours nap. I really don’t know why but after having my breakfast forcefully, I start feeling bit ok. As I have to come to the office so I start preparing myself.

Had another terrorist attack again in Lahore and this time a suicide bomb blast at Rescue -15 building. I wonder what they achieved after killing so many innocent people and even after terminating themselves. Do they actually think they will go to heaven for killing people that never knew why they were killed?

DAY 19

Was not able to write my blog for past few days as I forgot to write on Friday and had a little long weekend of three days. I was not been able to write as I was a bit sick with neck-ach plus mouth soreness and that made me lazy as well as full of pain.

Had a good day in the office today as my office admin celebrated my belated birthday. Why so late? Our office mostly choose one day in a month and celebrates the birthdays of those that are born in that month.

Trying to rebuild my blood relations as the connection was cut from my end. Spoke to my mother almost after a year as she was unhappy with me and I was unable to face her anger and her hurting words as whenever I used to talk to her, she always created my mind with tension.

Went with a friend to watch a movie “MONSTERS VS ALIENS” yesterday and really enjoyed it. It was a great experience watching this movie in the cinema and the dialogues of the movie were so great especially The President and BOB. This is the second movie in my life that I have viewed in a cinema. Will experience this again.

DAY 14

Not feeling well right now while writing this blog today. Feeling a bit lazy and might be having a low BP but as I have planned to write my blog daily so I will do it today as well.

This world is really now becoming unsafe. People are becoming so insensitive that they don’t even care what they are doing is right or wrong in any way. Either it is ethically or religiously. They just do it and never care weather someone is getting hurt or even dying. They should be happy and the rest can go to hell.

Today while I was traveling towards the office, I saw a little boy with a toy pistol in his hand and shooting her little sister. The pistol was just making sound as there were no bullets but looking at that scene, I started wondering what the boy’s future would be. Today he is aiming his sister with a toy weapon, tomorrow he might be killing people with real weapons. I wonder why they even invent these kinds of toys as the world is already facing terrorism. How many more children we want to transfer in to terrorists? I think these kinds of toys should be banned all over the world so we can try saving the future. I know it's not that easy but we can give it a try.

DAY 13

Someone send me really good message today.

4 steps for a great life:

Step 1: Look back & thank GOD.
Step 2: Look forward & trust in GOD.
Step 3: Look around & believe in GOD.
Step 4: Look within you & find GOD.

I was waiting for him as I pick him up on the way to the office and he was getting late when I got his message and you know what I replied.

Step 5: If someone is late, start your journey in the name of GOD.

Had a nice day today and hoping to have even better days that are coming ahead. We got this cute baby cat last Sunday and she is so beautiful and energetic that she keeps on playing all by herself for hours and it’s really a pleasure to see her playing. I am starting to love her and trying to overcome with the memories of the one I lost. It is still really hard as still I see those flashbacks whenever I close my eyes for a sleep and it really take a bit time to start dreaming. I still wish if I could have saved her, if I could have somehow helped her out in her last days. This guilt is really killing me and this is the only reason I have decided to keep really good care of this cute little baby cat. The male cat that we have was really angry & sad at the same time as he saw me taking the dead body out of the house. So he was not even coming closer to me or anyone in the family but last night he even came & slept with me for a while and now even he has stopped showing his anger towards the little baby cat. I really hope that they start liking each other as nowadays I have to keep them away from each other.

DAY 12

My day started a bit lazy. I woke up at 08:15 in the morning but due to my laziness I had my breakfast at 11:45. (Bit lazy).

Had a good day in the office and even got the chance to reply to few of my old contact through emails as I’m trying to re-establish my old relations. I am really not good in relations. I have now somehow become selfish. I don’t know which fish it is and I don’t even eat fish too much but this is something I am created into. Nah! I’m just kidding. I am nice with nice people and bad with the bad ones. So, selfish with selfish people and vise versa.

Someone close to me offered me to create his website and I really want to but unfortunately I am not been able to get time out of my day to start the project. I really love to create websites as after creating something you feel so proud.

Check one of my creations: http://www.aamirsaleem.com/.

I just started from a single page and I am now friend with the singer himself with a complete website dedicated to him.

DAY 11

After loosing my beloved cat, I was not in a mood to write anything so I skipped the day yesterday as I never knew what to do and what to write because sometimes you start feeling that words are not enough to express your thoughts & emotions.

My other cat (Male) was so upset as well that he is not playing nor eating properly. So we decided to bring another cat just so he starts feeling better but instead of feeling better, he started feeling anger and jealous. The other cat (little female baby) is kind of really cute and naughty but again it will never help us forget the one we lost.

In my sadness I forgot to tell that at last I did receive my ID card exactly after 15 days which is not that bad as they fulfilled their promise. They must have read my blog. I also got my driving license with a big “L”. It is kind of shameful as I used to own a proper driving license in Saudi Arabia but here I just got a learner. They told me that after 42 days I can apply for proper license. Let’s see if that really works.

DAY 09

Last night was a nightmare for me. As I stepped into my house, suddenly a good day turned into a sad day with full of grief, pain and sorrow. My heart was feeling such a pain that I could not stop my tears. My lovely cute cat had died and she was lying at the entrance of the house. I was planning to get assistance for her today as she was sick. This was really painful as whenever I used to enter my home, she was the first one to welcome me with love by rubbing her body along my legs.

She was my favorite among the two cats as she was always around me even if she wanted to sleep, she always lie in my laps to take a nap. Now I am so sad that I have not eaten anything properly as I don’t know what to do. How to forget the memories of her? When I close my eyes, I see flashbacks that creates more pain for me to bear and it gets hard for me to stop or hide my tears from others. This is the second time GOD has taken away someone very special to my heart. Nothing more I can type today.

DAY 08

A very good day today in this month as it was the payment day and at last after waiting for almost 15 days, our beloved salaries were transferred. All’s well that end’s well.

My cute cat is very sick and she is not even eating anything which makes me feel very sad. Tomorrow is a relaxed weekend and I would get some assistance for my cat & lots of other things to do tomorrow as well.

Have to check for my ID card that weather it has arrived or not because I need to get my license and until I don’t get my ID card, I won’t have a license to drive.

Someone wrote to me that he likes my articles. Well! It is really nice to read that after such a long time someone praised my writing which really makes me feel good as every sentence you create is an invention of yours and that makes a person really proud.

DAY 07

I really hate Government offices in Pakistan. They say that we are here to serve you but they never serve you in any way. Sometimes it really gets on my nervous. I applied for my ID card as I needed to change the address on it and I applied with paying an urgent fee and guess what, it has been more than 2 weeks and nothing yet. Wow! Isn't that really urgent? Now come on, I am being harsh with them. They never said how urgent they are going to supply but come on. In 15 days, a person can get expired. What is a dead person going to do with it after death? Oh yes! The Angel might ask for an ID before taking the soul out of the body.

Well tomorrow is the relaxing day. No. I am not off from my work. My mind will be relaxed as my belated salary is going to be transferred tomorrow to my account. Wow! Isn’t that exciting? Well1 It is for me. Really it is not my first time that I am getting my pay but in this month, yes it is my first time. So, upcoming weekend is hopefully going to be exciting and entertaining.

DAY 06

Last night I had a dream that I don't even remember anymore. That is why I don't like to sleep early as it is hard to remember dreams for me. I do know that the dream was nice but still don't know what it was. Perhaps some things should not be remembered at all because dreams are just dreams and nothing more.

Once I read that if you want someone to be ashamed on something, you start apologizing. Now seriously, I do not believe what ever I read so this is something I did yesterday. I already got late in paying my cable guy the fee and he was so angry that he said he will disconnect the line but I called him and apologized as I was not at home when he came. He was so polite and said now please you are making me embarrassed. Well! This is what I was trying to do and I achieved. Every month he gets the fee in time and one month it's late and he's angry. Now do I get angry when the cable is off due to technical fault? No. I just wait for it to get fixed. I should do the same. I should call him and tell him that I am going to cut the fee for that day but then he is a poor guy. Oh! Wait a minute. Even nowadays I am poor guy as well so you can start sending me blank cheques if you like. Seriously I won’t mind.

DAY 05

Few days back when I started writing my blog, my mind was blank as what to write but now I think I am in the process of getting that pace back of playing with words. Personally after reading Amitabh Bachchan’s blog (http://bigb.bigadda.com/) for a few days, I decided to start writing my own. So he has been my inspiration in this regards too.

Today I got the news that our belated salary is going to be transferred on coming Thursday which is a relief as I have so many plans and lots of dues to settle.

Two years back on this day the city of Karachi (Pakistan) had a nightmare as lot of poor people died and so the whole province is having a public holiday. Well in Pakistan, nowadays everyday humans are being killed without any reason so maybe coming year is going to be a complete public holiday year if this kept on going.

DAY 04

It has been a better day then the previous ones. Nothing special but was better. Weekend was so boring and much relaxed that I started feeling so lazy but today started a day with fresh mind and hence achieved a better day.

It was a long time since I replied to few of my emails as I am a bit lazy in replying. You know it's really hard to create words to answer some questions and I try to avoid. That is the only reason I reply late so I can create words from my heart.

Previous day was Mother's Day and I did not wish my mother as she is still angry with me. She should be as the fault is on my part. Someone asked me weather I wished her or not or did I even try to express my feelings towards her. For me, it’s really hard to express my feelings. I rather keep them in heart than express them. I don't know why I am like this but this is what I am.

DAY 03

Yesterday I was unable to post anything just because of my laziness. The day passed and the day passing are really boring. Nothing much to do. Sleeping or just sitting in front of the entertainment box known as the "TV". When your mind is relaxed, your body gets lazy and you don't even feel like doing anything.

First month at this job when our pays are late but GOD is Great. So nothing much to worry about but yes, everything is disturbed. From utility bills to rent and every plan. My family was planning to celebrate my birthday but we did not.

After reading my first blog, few of my office colleagues congratulated me at the last hour of my birthday, so I would like to thanks them and may GOD bless them with happiness and health.

DAY 01

I used to write articles on my website long time ago but now I have decided to start writing my own blog. I was planning it for the past few days but I wanted to start on this day. Why? Becoz it's my BIRTHDAY.

So my day was not that good as I was expecting. It started slow and ended slow. Just two wishes from my family and nothing else. Well! That's a good way to celebrate your birthday without even getting few wishes.

It has been a very long time since I have wrote anything but now I will try posting my daily routines on my blog so even I could remember what happened in my life few days back as life is so fast that its even hard to remember what exactly happened yesterday.

Not a good day on work as well. Was planning to have a nice time but perhaps even GOD was not planning a good day for me. May be some other time.

Well! Wish me good luck for tomorrow as tomorrow is weekend and I have two days to relax.